Mai sharab aur sham...
Kal sham pahli bar jab daru ke theke pe pahucha toh jindgi ki tanhai ka ehsas hua, na jane kitne log apne sare gum bhula ke nashe me dub jane ko vyakul the, Maine bhi order kiya. Jab madira ki pahli boond gale se utari toh jindgi ki kadwahat ka andaja laga. Katwahat dheere dheere kam ho rhi thi aur mai nashe me dubta chala ja rha tha.Nashe me duniya kitni rangin lagti hai aaj pta chala. Is khubsurt si sham me mai akela baitha tha apne akelepan ke sath. Mujhme aur mere akelepan me behad he karibi rista hai, bahut he gahre dost hai hum dono. Jab bhi mai thak jata hu duniya se haar jata hu, yeh mujhe gale se laga leta hai. Yeh mujhe mere kamjoriyoon ki gahraiyoon me le jata hai jaha hum dono ke siwa koi nahi hota. Yeh mujhe mere khokhlepan ka ehsas dilata hai. Wha na jeene ka moh hota hai na mrityu ka kauf, na kuch pane ki umeed hoti hai aur na kuch khone ka dar, na koi harsh na koi shok, Bs anand he anand... Mai inhi sab uljhano me khoya hua tha ki...